I am not guilty..

Copy cats,there are so many out there who wants to take credit for someone's  hard work.But what if you are the person who is called one after you have worked so hard with your imaginations and finally came up with some script or a storyline which in your opinion is good and in no way are you deserving such disrespect.It has happened to me quite a number of times.I like to wander in the fields of  my imaginations or fantasies call it whatever.I write stories.I tell stories.Sometimes it happens to be stories of movies which have already been released and which have ran successfully in theaters or out of theaters(!!) but I swear I've never seen those movies before,I swear,I swear.To mention a couple of such strange coincidences,

Once,I came up with a story of a
couple,college going kids who rob just for the sake of the thrill part of it.The two are so madly in love with each other and they both have a passion for breaking rules,stealing and are a notorious couple..But they are not psychopaths just misled youngsters victims of bad media influences.So it was a story about how they committed all their robberies,how they fell in love,their adventures. Now when I thought about this whole thing I never knew about Bonnie and Clyde or The Great train robbery or I had never seen the movie "After the sunset" starring Pierce Brosnan and Salma Hayek.I was sitting in a coffee shop and I saw a couple coming out of the nearby atm and this idea of a couple committing robberies popped up.I did a little work on it and the story was done.So how did I come to know that this was the replica of that movie?? I was narrating the story to a friend and she told me"hey,this sounds like the story of "after the sunset",haven't u seen it before??!!!(poppp...!!!) :(


Another story was about a guy who fell in love with a girl and who risked his life for her,without even knowing if she loved him back.The girl is the only eye witness in  the murder of a big shot and the assassin follows her to kill her too. The hero comes in between them both saves the day.But he's not a hero who can fight a 100 guys with both his hands tied, he is just an average guy unlike the killer who is a ruthless murderer.The girl proposes only in the end of the story.After Hero had killed the killer.So it is a happy ending love story.Now I was narrating this story to another friend  and he says dude this is the story line of the upcoming movie "Paiya" a tamil movie starring Karthi and Tamanna(what the.!!!!) I thought about the story a long time back atleast 3 years before the film hit the screens. I got the inspiration for this story from a trip to Ooty.We were staying in a cottage and they had arranged a campfire that night,imagine, its dark and cold and this fire lights up the darkness and gives warmth on a cold night.And in that light, what if  a guy happens to meet a beautiful girl...that was how I developed the story.But too bad that Lingusamy also came up with a story similar to mine.

         Okay,Now let me get this straighttttttttt.. in no way I can be called a Copy Cat,its unfair.Well,though on one hand its sad to know my efforts have been wasted,It's encouraging to know that I can make up stories which are too good to be made into a movie,my thinking is of Hollywood standards.I AM A GENIUS.!!! :D
             

The Desolate dark crawler..

When I was in 10th standard we were taken on an excursion to Kerala. It was an unforgettable trip..Good times of teenage.So on the second day after reaching Kerala we were taken to this huge zoo.I don't remember the name of it(I got a bad memory).Soon after sometime we entered it. I noticed that I was lost.All my friends who were walking together suddenly disappeared.Maybe too much excitement had caught them and they were in a mood to explore or It was me who lost them, I dunno.So I was walking around by my own looking at the green lush grasses and the trees.

                             When I reached the cages as I walked by, the first thing I happened to see was a Black snake,which was locked inside a cage with net covered from the inside.I approached to take a closer look at it and I could see that the snake barely moved.I've always loved these reptiles ever since I was a Kid.To me they looked like Invincible and splendid.And when I stood there watching at this vicious creature there was this feeling of loneliness and despair that filled the air which got into me.The snake was all lifeless.It had a look, which to me was like as though the soul had already died within its not so long body.The snake must have been at least 4 feet long and it was there lying all curled up  just hissing every now and then.It was such a negative vibration near that cage I couldn't move either,it was like I was being pulled into it more and more with the passage of time.A feeling that I can't describe precisely even after all these years.As this magnificent creature wasn't moving but staying still the visitors didn't spend much time,except for me and the snake there were nobody at the scene.I felt a sense of loneliness a feeling of desolateness in the snake.I was wondering what it was to have been locked up inside a box and fed at right times throughout the day,having numerous visitors staring at you every day.You are given everything but freedom.The creature must have fought to get out of the box,it must have tried it's best to escape but must have failed ultimately.Now since that it had learn't it has got no way out it was lying there lifeless, it's soul already given up.But its heart was still beating.There was a dead rat or some rodent on the other end of the cage.I was standing there and finally took a picture of the snake.Even after like 15-20 minutes I was still standing there unwilling to move.By that time my "lost" friendly friends found me and they broke the spell which the snake had cast on me and took me...It was an unforgettable moment in my teenage phase..

The Eminem Show

This post is about "Just lose it" by Eminem,which is one of my favorite tracks.The song is very funny.Its mostly about Micheal Jackson  and his accusations of child molestation.Little bit about "8 mile" the movie in which eminem acted and the rest are from his crazy life and imaginations.Okay,Eminem disses MJ outrageously in this one song and I feel sorry for MJ.But I have no idea what he's got against some celebrities.In one of his song he shouts out"Jessica Simpson sing the chorus",other celebrities like Mary Kate,Lindsay Lohan,Britney Spears,Madonna,JT,Mariah Carey have also found a place in his "Diss List"...I feel sorry for them.But can't stop listening to those songs 'cause I like them! :D In this song "Just lose it" MC Hammer and Madonna are also being spoofed.He dresses like Madonna and imitates her!! :D Okay this is a Hit song of Em' and I think I don't have to elaborate about it any further.It's been like 8 years since the album got released.And man I would have listened to it a 1000 times, but the thing is every time I listen to it,it sounds even more funny than before..I don't know how!And I just can't stop laughing!! I think only Em' can do that.He's a real master when it comes to the dissin' game.Apart from being called the "King of Hip Hop",I guess he can also be called "the master of disaster"!!! Okay,by this time it would have been obvious that I am a die-hard fan of Eminem and I don't think I'll have to mention it again..But wait oh! I think I did...!! :D :D... Thats all folks...

Mind and Muscle

Bodybuilding is my passion.I live for this shit.And I'll live and die for this shit.It's the one thing that revealed my inner self and strength to me,when I wasn't aware  myself of what I was capable of and what I could accomplish.Many people go to gym for the sake of building their physical appearance.But to me a gym does more than that,when you are really dedicated,focused and willing to give all that you've got for that 45 mins to 1 hour inside the gym.You walk out like a saint,a king,a conqueror.Now that may sound odd a saint and a king together.By saint I meant the state of calmness and serenity your mind will be in, after all that intense torture you put your body into and by King I meant the feeling you get after accomplishing something.

               It's been quite a journey for me now.I've had my days and I've had some discouraging moments; injuries that made me sit at the sidelines for months, lack of support inside and out of gym.And hell what not!But whatever I am now,I attribute it to all those testing times rather than the days when I felt like I was on top of everything.Now when I think of it.I never said no at that point,I never gave up.Even if I were have to been operated I wouldn't have given up gym.Why??I thought I was made for this and I am this.I needed challenge,I wanted to push my limits,I wanted that pain my body gets after an intense hardcore workout.I wanted to look at the mirror and see the pump I get after that workout.There were times I felt I was more than human, a beast who was on his prowl.I was better than anyone under that roof.It's also that sense of pride and Ego I wanted to taste.To call it  just "Addiction" would be like ridiculing the passion I have for bodybuilding.

          Apart from all these gym has done to my mind.There are innumerable health benefits as everyone knows.The life style I lead compensates bodybuilding or vice-versa.I don't eat junk foods or consume lousy soft drinks.And walk around like a human sand bag.I don't live life like a pig.. I don't fucking smoke or booze.I am sure I am gonna be walking without the help of a cane even at the age of 80.And my kids are gonna be stronger and healthier even than me.If by this time you are  starting to think I am sounding too cocky,well gotta say not everyone gets there! you need to have that extra confidence in you to even show-off!

          To me Bodybuilding,is not a sport,not a hobby its a life style.And it's definitely not for everyone.I just love what I am doing...and will be doing it for years to come.

My salvation ..

I wake up in an  unknown land,
And see a blurry image of a child running into a tunnel.
I hear the sound of the approaching train echoing from a distance,
A cold shock runs through my spine,
With pain in my body,that makes it so hard to move
I want to find the child which ran away..
I gather all my strength to make that first step,
The dried leaves on which I stood,
were scattered all around the place.
My blood dripped from my arms and face onto the leaves ,
and it made the leaves change their color..
I stepped inside the cave,
and ventured in,step by step
The afternoon sun couldn't penetrate the walls of the tunnel,
Darkness wasn't new to me,
"hey,kid..where are you??"I shouted
the words reverberated through the old tunnel,
There was no response,the train was approaching me with demon speed,
I burnt my torch and waved it around,
There I saw the child,in a corner
He was cold and dull,
devoid of any emotion,
I approached him,to take a closer look at him
to my shock...It was me in my childhood!
my heartbeat started raising where am I?was this a dream??was this real?
I called him,he didn't hear me or didn't want to
He was only looking at the train track,
with an intense look in his eyes,
I crossed the track but something got hold of my leg,
The Child stood there still watching it
by now with his hands resting on his knees..
I tried to pull my legs off the track,But couldn't
I looked at the kid, He pointed at the approaching train,
which was now only a few meters away,
with a faint smile in his dull face... 
The lights of the engine blinded my eyes  as it approached me with great speed....
At that moment a great sense of liberation was born within myself ...

My Super power..

I am a fan of fantasies.I have a number of favorite super heroes.I remember watching cartoons all day long during summer vacations when I was not allowed to play in the "hot sun" to name a few right from my childhood days to the present He-man,spiderman,birdman,superman,,centurions,

kurt wagner,wolverine,hulk,magneto,prof-x,etc.I never wanted to test the truth or viability of these characters,I just enjoyed watching them exercise their super powers.My recent favorites were the X-men first class characters Azazel and the Beast.

                   
                             As a Kid,I used to play games imitating my favorite super heroes(like any other kid).Creating my own stories like what if He-man faces a super villain who can spit fire???Or we use to imitate film heroes,wrestlers and fight with other kids during intervals in school! I remember the beatings I got for hitting my classmate, imitating "Triple - H" the wrestler, performing one of  his move called the "Pedigree".My bad luck she entered the classroom right on time when I was performing it on my victim!!The angry teacher also bet me the same way!! (hehehee) well not exactly!! She sucked at it :D. Then I remember imitating Rajni kanth,talking his dialogues.It was fun.

                          So I was thinking if I were given a choice of being a super-hero who would I choose??I like to fly so bird man seems like a good option..But bird man isn't that strong and without sun he loses his powers.but even then we have flights to fly what is  the use of growing two giant wings on ur back??!

            
 Besides I don't have such notorious villains or enemies.So based on the environment I live I'll choose a super power...I think I wanna be "idiot resistant" !!.Oh,yeah...that would be just fine.See this is a world were a lot of idiots live who can just suck all of your energy through their stupid acts.Let me list some of the Idiots who I come across,

• The mini bus and share-auto drivers.These ______ just stop anywhere for their convenience.And the people, they stop the bus right in the middle of nowhere.All these drivers want is money,traffic jam or seat capacity just don't matter to them.Idiots
•   There are some people,they never listen to the other person while they are having a conversation they just keep repeating what they've already said.You know just explaining themselves or talking about themselves over and over.....And they wont understand that you don't give the least damn fucki* thing about them or their stories.
• All the wannabe fitness freaks.Imagine you are holding some 40 lbs barbell on your shoulders doing lunges, stupid people keep walking so close to you that they are gonna hit the plates and cause serious injuries to both me and them.And man for a person like me who has some knowledge about exercises and proper forms this thing is beyond my tolerance level.They grab a dumbbell a very light weight and do exercise with really bad form and the sound which they give when they breathe out..that's really funny sometimes  just like they are having sex!!!And I use to say to myself "yeah faster bitch,yeah comon,,,hhmmm."along with their moans!! :D two days back I saw this guy doing dumbbell rows.He was making strange noises man I just couldn't control laughing.
•  Finally,some of the window seat passengers.See when you are over-taking a bus especially when you are on a two-wheeler without no helmet you are at serious risk of someone spitting on you or pouring the water with which they are washing their hands.This happens only in this great nation.SO watch out!!

 Those are just a few of the lot of Idiots around.They suck the energy and positive mood right outta your brain like some goddamned leech.So I wanna be "Idiot proof" or "Idiot resistant" I wanna have a super power which will absorb all these idiots' actions and give me high tolerance to all these bull shit

The Sicilian Mafia connections...

           "The Godfather" is one of my favorite movies of all time.I even own the novel of the same title from which the movie was made.I 've lost count of how many times I have watched the Don Corleone's introduction scene in particular so far,Where Amerigo Bonasera,the Undertaker meets the godfather at his office to avenge his daughter's sufferings.I am a big fan of Marlon Brando as Don Corleone in this movie.He is one of the greatest, I don't have to mention that,I think the world knows.Respect.
      
            Two days back I was watching this movie again(!!). I don't know why but I never get bored watching this movie..So during the course of the movie I learnt that I could actually imitate "The Godfather" both his voice and mannerism.It was an effortless attempt.See how influential movies are!! :p .Only the tuxedo and make up were missing and of course a wig!! It was fun imitating. ha!ha!!