Pitch-black

(Wrote this poem a long time back,posting it after some editing)

These walls grow thicker,                                       

And i don't think i care, if

I suffocate in this bloody hell.

The air is poisoned by my thoughts,

and it penetrates through these walls.

I've learned to live a way,

like i never have had before.

Confines and dungeons are my haven,

And its so painful to walk the world.

I despise myself,

With no one else to blame but me.

The road that less traveled by,

Is abandoned by hopes,

It's a graveyard where the angels fear to tread.

With miles and miles to walk,

I stagger.hurt,stitched and scarred.

Though it's painful to walk alone,

I don't want anyone to break this silence,

I don't like to see any faces on my way.

I'll walk on the deserts,

I'll walk on the mountains,

all alone,on my own....

My Friday night rhapsody...

I am a Wild spirit,
I am on a wild spree.
I am a bull dozer,
you'll get rolled over.
The world is my playground,
and I'm playin' around
I have no rules....
I am no time bound!
My legs are rock solid,
I can carry the whole  world on my shoulder,
They can't mess with my mind, I am a saint of tomorrow,
I can look right into the eye of a tornado,
I'll call a photographer,say cheese and get a photo!
While the rest of 'em people go gaga running for covers.
I am a wild beast,I am unleashed
I am on a prowl tonight,
So don't come my way,sit your ass tight!
(haaa,haa!!)

Top 15 Workout Songs

1. Extreme Ways - Moby  
2. Bawitdaba - Kid Rock
3. Killas - Lil Jon feat Ice Cube,Elephant Man,The Game 
4. Invincible - Machine Gun Kelly feat Ester Dean
5. I ll Whip Your Head boy - 50 Cent feat Young Buck
6. I am sexy and I know it - LMFAO
   
7. I don't give a fuck - Lil Jon feat Mystikal
8. APA theme - WWE Theme song
9. Fireproof - Pillar
10. When they come for me - Linkin Park
    
11. Dragula - Rob Zombie
12. Headstrong - Trapt
13.  Drop it like it's hot - Snoop Dogg feat Pharrell
14. No Love  - Eminem feat Lil Wayne
15. Right Round - Flo rida ft Keisha
    

Welcome to Crunk Rock...

The First time i heard Lil Jon was in Usher's song "Yeah",I loved that song but Usher and Ludacris dominated the song Lil Jon was pushed to the back seat.Then I heard Lil Jon in Pitbull's song "Crazy" Though I am a big fan of Pitbull, I wasn't that much impressed with that song,But Lil Jon made his  presence felt in the song  and he gave it a different flavor! And recently i get to listen to this track by Lil Jon "I Don't give a f*#K"  featuring several other artists.Now dat was one hell of  a rap number i've ever listened to...so i started searching for his songs and i downloaded his last released solo album "Crunk Rock".Thanks to torrentz !:D .(the album was released in 2010,I wonder how it evaded me the last 2 yrs!!! :(  )

I have some favorite tracks in this album like "Ms.Chocolate","Like a stripper","Shots","outta your mind"..But there is this one particular track that tops the others.I kept playing it like all thru my workout today and on my way back home.The song's named "Killas" featuring Ice Cube,Elephant man,The Game along with Lil jon(all the bad "motherf**#ers" come together for this song!!)This track is a fusion of hip hop and Rock.The song's filled with a great level of energy.Its all about the gangster world which is filled with attitude,weapons,narcissism, violence and vengeance.The lyrics of course are explicit!But u get the clean version too!!which i wouldn't recommend as it kills the feel of the song.But as far as the music is concerned its got the best of both worlds.It's power packed and when your working out in ur gym with ur testosterone level surging, this song,for sure can bring out the beast in you....Long live Hip Hop,in whatever form it evolves into and all the bad mean rappers who bust their guts off  to produce great music to entertain all the hip hop fans like me :)

A Lover's night...

The moon's lighting the darkest night,
and the whole world's gone to sleep.
I don't want to close my eyes,
Girl,I want to see you.
You are my december wind on a sunny day,
The only thing on my mind when i wake up everyday
You walked into my life,you cast a spell..
Keep me falling for you every time I see you.
I am lost for words with your love.
One smile,one look...you've made my day!
Sometimes, it don't matter even if i don't  see you
Because it's like you are everywhere!
I want to feel your heartbeat,
I want to hold you close,
I want to hear you say that you love me,
I want to hear you say my name in your sleep, 
I want to hold your hands,walk a million miles...
I want to live a thousand lifes, with you..